Quitting porn for good
I want to quit porn for good because my daughter is on the way, and I owe it to her, and to my wife. I want to be the best man I can be. I don’t want to carry around secrets or shame, and I don’t want to let something cheap and fake steal my attention from the real love and life right in front of me. My wife deserves a husband who is fully present, respectful, and honest. My daughter deserves a father who models integrity and self-control. I want to be someone they’re proud of someone I’m proud of. It’s not easy, but this matters more than a moment of escape. They matter more.
My wife and I have talked about it. It hurts her really bad and she feels like she’s not enough which completely murders my mental health. She’s my everything. I discovered porn at a very very early age thanks to the internet and it’s been an ongoing addiction since.. I have to be better for her.