And we get back up

Just relapsed again. Cried in prayer but this time i remembered something from my past that is connected to why I used porn as a coping mechanism. How my first Girlfriend cheated, belittled me and humiliated me and how after her a girl I was seeing after ending things humiliated me. When you pray to God talk to him like you would to a beloved friend, open up about your past and face the things that you’ve kept deep inside. IT HEALS YOU! Imagine when you say these things out loud and God comes and grabs it and takes it away from you. Now you are released from it’s burden and pain. I realize for myself that a lot or maybe even the entire reason porn has been a part of my life is because of how I’ve been treated and humiliated in my past relationships and sex life. But letting these things go in prayer heals me and helps me live a life of sexual purity cuz in the end the anchors keeping you in sexual immorality are trauma. Keep your heart on Christ and keep running from porn cuz by the strength of Christ you have more endurance than it does. Jesus loves you all❤️✝️