Guilt free

I’m aware I’m only a day without it so I haven’t got a lot to say about my progress. But waking up without doing it first thing felt amazing. Yes, my addiction to porn has been that strong that it would often be the start of my day, one of the first things I do. I’m not proud of this at all. But I am proud to break the mould and make a change. It’s only a small step, but I believe I can make many more small steps to support this path. I never miss the guilt I feel after jerking off bc it always lowers myself esteem and makes me feel embarrassed if anything.