Fresh start

Been struggling with porn for a long time now. I’m sick of living like this, but at the same time I feel stuck and like I’m in an endless cycle of fucking up, feeling bad for it, recovering, and doing it all over again. So sick of this shit. Day 1 today. About to move back in with my parents, which means no more smoking. Summer is around the corner and it’s time to find a rhythm and good habits. Hobbies, bringing in knowledge, creating healthy relationships starts right now. I want to feel like I’m living again. Feels like I haven’t enjoyed the small things in life in a long long time. Let’s fucking go boys!