Depressingly Far from where I want to be
Day 0
by Joshua
28 upvotes
Just relapsed. A real relationship feels like more and more of an impossibility with each time I fall back into porn use. I often just wish I would be hit in the head really hard or struck by lightning, just to erase all these years of images that torment me.
Man I did earlier honestly I think it’d be good if we all had a person who we check in on throughout the day to see how they feeling or if they did