falling but getting up

It’s hard. They weren’t kidding when they said you will get used to falling but you will get better at getting back up. It’s the staying down that kept me in my sin. But the quicker turnarounds and repentance and surrender and confession is what grows me. I’m more free than I have ever been in the past 8 years. But as I grow I still feel dirty. It’s the bar being raised. Messing up every once in a while is not good enough. Being clean means being spotless. Full serving and surrendered to God.