Day one, I hope this helps
I’ve gotten worse recently, I was able to stop for 5 days around a month ago and then I got right back in, now I have a be headset I got for gaming but my first 4 days with it I was using it only for be porn basically. On top of that I’d also gotten a sex toy over a week ago now and that also ruins me, I use it a lot too, I need to quit for real. I feel ashamed. I’ve been talking to this girl I really like for 3 months now, we’ve been to the same gym longer than that. And I want to ask her out next week when she gets back from vacation, but I don’t want to fuck anything up, I want to be away from all of this and have a real relationship for the first time. I’m also 22 and a virgin, so that makes it harder for me to quit I feel like.
Thank you man, I appreciate it, I will get rid of the toy. I’ve been jerking off for 10 years now and I really just want it to end, it has too much control over me.