Taking this seriously…again

First time on this app. Not my first time trying to quit. I started trying a few years back.. maybe 7 years ago and I’ve had a couple of good stretches of sobriety but I ultimately resorted back to the same old patterns. I’m returning now because it’s costing me time and money now more than it ever has and it’s beyond my own self control… I mean it always was out of my control but idk… lately it’s felt like autopilot regardless of what my inner voice tells me to do. Back story is that I’ve always been tech savvy with computers and what have you. I can get around any blocker I put up for myself.. I work with computers regularly and have my kids tablets and my wife’s iPad all over the place waiting for me to dive in. I’m hoping to develop my self control will power and little more and develop a trust in my higher power that I can get through the day without seeing what’s in those forums or subscriptions I frequent… anyway cheers to the journey!