Realized how gross it is

Failed again but damn after almost a month of not watching it and going back to it really woke me up realizing it’s truly gross. The thought of just thinking in my head “wow she’s so pretty and she turns me on” made me realize how much of a retard I am believing this is true sexual brain neuron firing in my head. Almost 30 and been watching porn since I was 14. Thank god for this app to help me wake up and break this cycle.