Why I’m doing this

I feel like the main reason I’m doing this is to be able to have more intimate and romantic sex with my girlfriend she was upset a while ago because she said sex has been off putting lately saying it feels like we just do it out of boredom and that there’s just no passion and it got me thinking that maybe porn is the cause of this before her I would watch porn every night and still did while dating her but felt guilty about it after I’m one day in the only worry I have is that I won’t last long during sex because I’m waiting so long since I can only have sex once or twice a week when I see my girlfriend