I feel like an failure
Hi, I’ve been on this app for two months now, and the only progress I made lasted for eight days. After those first eight days, I relapsed and lost it all. I tried to gain it back, but I quickly spiraled into my old routine of watching porn. I want to become better, but every day I wake up, I get the urge to watch porn—and I do it. I give in to the urge again and again, and it scares me. Maybe if I write this post and share my journey, it will become easier for me to fight it.
Its mind game