I almost relapsed

I was by myself and I logged on to the site I usually go to and I was started getting engaged but I heard a voice in my head saying go on do it and enjoy yourself but then a louder more powerful voice like a shout in my head said “that’s enough I’m not going to let you keep doing this to yourself “! And that’s where i realised Gods love for me is greater than my current issue /situation and if he loves me and chose me I must reciprocate not because I have to but because I want to show him I love him to and choose him over porn .