I feel it coming

That infamous time. I’ve tried to quite porn so many times and never really made it past 2 weeks. I always get through the first few days off of willpower and trying to distract myself self; but it hits when at the end of the day, I’m tired. I want to end on a positive note, and I usually reach for that toy, my laptop, my lube and sign my rights away. Please keep me in your prayers. I don’t want to lose this time.