Deep roots

It all started when i was a kid, neighbors kid showed me his dads collection and bam i no longer wanted to play with toys lol,my sister let me use her phone before i had my own,she had a puppy that passed and his photos were on there, she asked me for her phone while i was viewing it so i didn’t give it back and took the phone outside and smashed it with a mallet, she was confused but i did not tell her why at that moment,ive told her the truth a few years ago, hard to forgive myself sometimes for that one.