Porn addiction made this past 7 years a nightmare
Idk if anyone is gonna read this but I hope it helps someone that identifies with this. I started watching porn at a very early age, I just realized that it has become an addiction that has affected my relationships, mental state and professional life. I have distanced myself from my friends and sometimes I get in a really bad mood, lost my partner and sometimes work feels too hard to do. When I write about it I feel like sh*t cause I know it sounds so stupid that this addiction destroyed my life, and I want to change that. I want to quit my addiction, it has gotten so bad I have ruined many aspects of my life. Some days I feel so guilty and I don’t want to get out of bed and I just watch porn all day or all night. Every time when I feel stressed, I just relapse and it feels almost impossible to resist it. I’ve been struggling to quit it for the past year. I made it for a month and it was one of the best months of my life, I want to feel everyday like that. Even though I know the bad things it provokes, I still relapse and sometimes I don’t know how to quit it. Keep trying no matter what, surrendering to it it’s not an option, failing is part of the journey. I remember a really interesting quote that prob saw in one of those “quitting fap” vids. “In a day you cannot descend a mountain that took you years to climb.” Some shi like that. Good luck to everyone in this app :)
Thanks for sharing your story with us, D. A thousands miles begins with one step. I assure you, through trial and tribulation you’ll come out on top. God said, in Timothy 2:22, “Run from anything that stimulates youthful lusts. Instead, pursue righteous living, faithfulness, love, and peace.” Notice how in the Bible he says run and not fight? I think it’s because lust is the most powerful temptation over man and we have to run from him and find positive solutions to handle lust. Trust, I’m on this journey too because I want to find sex stimulating through realistic expectations and not unrealistic expectations. Good luck, brother. You got this.