Day 7
Day 7
by Adrian W
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Hey boys I’m 7 days in going strong, yesterday I flew into Cali from Florida, and when I was on the plane I just for a second glanced at my neighbors screen and it was some movie with a bath scene, no nudity, but just the thought of it, that there could be nudity left me watching, then I realized what I was doing and I snapped out of it. That was the hardest moment I’ve have since I started, I was rly scared after that happened, but now I know I just have to realize what is going on sooner rather than later
No need to be scared or distrusting of yourself. That will put you back to day 0 quickly. If you’re scared of yourself, you’re subtly allowing yourself the option to lose control. You’re doing so well, man! We’re going to live around that stuff. My eye strays sometimes by complete happenstance. Recognizing it happening and then making the conscious choice to look/walk away is what defines you and your pension for self control. Practicing that is like training a muscle. It gets stronger and stronger. Even if you fail one day, if you refuse to fall back in and choose to try again, you’ll be even stronger that time