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My longest streak was 12 days which was three days ago. Honestly if I didn’t relapsed in the shower I would’ve been fine. But these past three days it’s just a bit of porn. I search it up I view it I digest myself then I say I won’t do it and here I am resetting the counter over n over n over. Honestly the fist week helped by staying connected and being busy but this Monday it hit me. Tuesday is when I fell. Wednesday is when I said I wouldn’t do it Yesterday I said today is the day I change (again) and literally a few minutes ago I just fapped. Ughhhhhhhhh I’m so tired of lying to my self. I like to keep my promises but shit I can even go half a month and I was doing so good too. Plz pray for me as I want to change this addiction and be a better bf for my girl.