Relapse

I have fantasies about being blind. I feel so free thinking about how I wouldn’t be a slave anymore.

Hey we all fall at some point in our life. But what matters is that we get back up. No one in this community will give up on you and ending it is not the answer. I've fallen multiple times. I've been where you were at. I didn't tell anyone about my addiction and I tried to tough it out on my own. But that doesn't work. This community is great but if you are truly feeling the way you are feeling right now I think it will be a good idea to get professional help. It has helped me get through my depression it could help you too.

Stay strong, Max. We believe in you

I feel this with my whole being Max. I feel the same way right now. You are not alone, though it feels that way I’m sure; but those are lies. You are on a journey, the fact you are here and posting is proof of that. I just signed up today, literally 20 minutes ago. I’m tired of the life porn has given me, and I have tired time and time again to quit but never have. Keep fighting, keep moving forward. It’s a step at a time. You are loved and you are seen! Don’t give up hope. Message me if you need anything.