On relapsing

I'm writing this after a 12 day streak. I was doing pretty good, set up another blocker besides the one on the app which blocks pages at a router level, so no device in my house can access them. Today I was feeling pretty bored at night before bed (already spelling danger) and curiosity got the best of me and I checked on a possible flaw on the system that had occurred to me. Well, I was right, after that everything came tumbling down. The reason to write this is to be accountable with what I did and sorting out my thoughts. What failed here clearly was that the flaw in the system was too easy to exploit (using a vpn) and not having another thing equally easy (or easier) to do while acknowledging my cravings. I plan to strengthen my blockings and coming up with a healthier thing to do when having urges. All in all I'm not feeling down as other times, I know I got this, no one can deny I was getting better and being fully accountable with what went wrong is key to success in the future. Stay strong people, and don't look away, stare at your demons back in the face.