Failure
Failed after day 8 the sad thing is I knew I should not have been doing this but I still consciously decided to fail - why - it seems this addiction has such a crippling effect on my brain. Failed again I’m not happy about this man I felt great before - it’s gonna require a lot of hard work to stop this - I’m gonna be accountable tho I’m not going tot use this failure as an excuse to go back into my old ways
Failure feels bad. But failure can teach you a lot about what’s working and what’s not. Don’t run away from failure so quickly you miss the learning that comes from it. Get curious, study it out, and when you’ve squeezed every insight out of this episode, accept that for what it is and keep moving forward.