Uldate

Day 40, no relapses since i downloaded the app. Lost my girlfriend on Wednesday. Cried for the first time in over 2 years. I find myself trying to fix things and get her back, even thought i know it’s not what she wants. Have my birthday tomorrow but all I can and have been thinking about is how I lost the girl i loved the most. No real update on my journey with lust and addiction. I’ve been doing quite well with it all and i’m glad for that. Just lost recently trying to figure out what to do about her. Luckily have sports to distract myself but even then i still find myself thinking about her.