Overpowerment
I’m not quite sure why every night Beth same time I return to it. I want to be better and I know that it sucks afterwards just like it does now. But I just can’t the most I got was a week and then I couldn’t stand it. Buy my mind needs this it must be fixed. I need to do this but I’m not sure how.
Try going one day at a time. Looking at a week can be tough when the struggle is a step ahead but planning shorter steps has helped me. I commit each morning and that helps me, I don’t worry about tomorrow. Just today! You got this man. Stay strong. In time success will be that next step you took. Just keep walking forward.