1st post - been here for a few weeks
Day 0
by Roman
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When I got signed up with app I was really frustrated with myself and desiring to find freedom. I stayed strong and had nearly a week without relapsing. Since then I feel like I’ve receded to where I started. Struggling every day or every other day to stay pure. I’m constantly tempted by obscure routes to find any image or video to be aroused and if a simple route provides itself I struggle to even fight or run from the temptation. I feel a lack of conviction in this area and frankly I’m quite sick of myself being too easily manipulated by the temptations that come against me. The longest I’ve made it is 3 weeks in 11 years of struggle against lust It’s time for that number to change.
Read the easy peasy way to quit porn by Allen Carr online. It’s the best book on quitting porn out there and it changed my life. I used to be addicted for nearly a decade and reading the book has helped me more than anything I’ve ever tried to recover. I’m clean now and that book played a big part.