Almost 1 month, 28 days strong!
Day 28
by Carlos
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Been battling a lot from cravings to emotions because of the amount of days I been off of it, I guess the masturbation w/ porn filled a void of emptiness that I know it was there it just wasn’t as noticeable as it is now, my level of sadness isn’t as constant but it’s stronger sometimes s*icide crosses my mind but I just try my best to ignore, Gym going to church and learning more about my faith helps me but it’s a battle of “me vs me” and the two helpers are God and Gym also whatever FUCKING BULLSHIT they say about “masturbation is being healthy” blah blah blah it’s BS, it’ll affect you on the run in some way it’s addictive and worst than any drug so quit while you can
Wow man keep up the streak! Sorry that your mind has those thoughts, i’d definitely keep reading your bible or interacting with your faith whenever those thoughts come in. Even laying down and listening to passages on YouTube might help you out. Praying for you bro!