#21: Great stuff starting to happen

21 days in. Started feeling great all of a sudden, can’t really put my finger on it but i just been positive overall. Im more relaxed around women, i make eye contact, i smile, i make small talk, joke around. Even hot girls, i guess i am starting to see them better now without objectifying them and imagining pile driving them to oblivion. The urges have slowed down, and had bad urges and dreams around day 7 & day14 when i almost relapsed. I am no longer depending on cheap dopamine. It also helps that i started this journey at the same time healing from a breakup from 4 months ago. Been hitting gym hard for 4 months, enjoying solitude and being single. Been meditating too, slowed down on liquor and poured more energy into my work and business. All these are building me into a beast. Planning a new challenge in a week. Solo travel. Wish me luck.