Why do I keep going back to something that ruined my mind and makes me feel like absolute garbage? I’m trying to die to self for I can give God all of myself and i am giving him myself but then I fall into this obvious large pit that makes me feel useless.
Thats is what everyone here is struggling with, bro. Sure, in a sense, there is something wrong with us all but thats exactly why we are here- to beat this addiction that has in some way ruined our lives. Stay strong brother. Keep trying. Keep going.
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The mind is a strange place. Giving rewards for something that ultimately is detrimental to your overall wellbeing. All we can do is acknowledge it for what it is and try to get stronger everyday. You’re far from alone in this brother.