End of Day 3

Well, another one bites the dust. It was a real busy day so I never really had time to struggle today, thank God. I have had to redirect my thoughts a few times, as I know I’ll have to continue to discipline myself to do, but still it was overall a good day. I hope one day to have reset my brain, so to speak, and not have these kinds of perverse thoughts just intrude in my mind at all anymore. Believe it or not, I’ve actually prayed that the Lord would remove the very memory of the things I’ve seen from my mind. I don’t know if he does that kind of thing, but I think it’d be pretty cool. 😅 I’m feeling a little worried heading into the new week. My weekend ends on Tuesday and work stress has always been a major trigger for me. I have fears that I’m just going to jump back into old habits as soon as the stress starts to creep in. Keep me in your prayers guys. I don’t want this anymore and by the grace of God I will overcome it. Blessings on you all.