Restarting today
Day 8
by George
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I’m starting over today. I relapsed hard the past few days. I seemingly didn’t care. Now I do. The shame is too heavy. If I’m honest I have doubts I’ll ever be free. I could pray to God but what’s the use, I’ve messed up so many times I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s turned his back now. I’m gonna try again but I need some serious help. Or chop my penis off, whichever is easier.
God will never turn his back on you brother, God will forgive you time and time again, no one is perfect, try prayer every time you get the urge, do something to keep yourself busy