I thought the days would be easy by now, I mean a lot easier but you guys, this is sincerely the toughest thing I’ve ever been through. Didn’t relapse Thank god but that curiousity of old feelings that came with me when I was heavily addicted came back to me today and all I can say is that I gotta find another way to be great because that wonder was on my mind strong today. Hopefully this post makes sense 😆