step by step

Was really on the religious grind, gave in 3x today. No porn though, just videos/pictures of clothed women. Also starting to think its more of a feminization kink, the fantasy/urge to feel more feminine. If I can get myself to fully believe that, I can handle the rest easily. All I gotta do is make myself believe it's just the feminization. I hope these struggles are part of God's bigger plan