My Story of Struggle, Marriage, and Freedom in Progress

I’ve battled porn addiction since I was 12 years old. What started as curiosity turned into a private prison that followed me into adulthood, into my marriage, and into fatherhood. It nearly destroyed everything I love. It evolved from Pornhub to, Reddit to social media and free only fans porn. There were times I told myself it was harmless. Times I thought I could “manage it.” But over the years, it slowly chipped away at my self-worth, my intimacy with God, and the emotional connection with my wife. It brought distance, mistrust, and pain into a marriage I deeply wanted to protect. I’ve relapsed more times than I can count. I’ve made promises I didn’t keep. But I’ve also grown — through prayer, confession, and accountability. This addiction doesn’t just go away — it has to be fought. And I’ve decided I’m done hiding. I’m done being silent. I want to be the man God called me to be — for my wife, my son, and for myself. This app is part of my journey. I intend to use it to track my dates, connect with others who understand, and remind myself that freedom is possible — not because I’m strong, but because God is. If you’re reading this and you feel like you’re too far gone — you’re not. You’re not alone. You’re not broken beyond repair. You’re just in a fight — and it’s one worth winning. Let’s keep going.