Failure
Day 0
by Lane
42 upvotes
I made it 11 days on my first round, then 20 days, then 6 days, now 2 days. I’m at a loss for words. I just knew after day 20 I would have the majority of this beast whooped and boy was I wrong. I hate the fact that keep relapsing. I hate the fact that I have let this addiction control so much of my life. I hate the fact that I’m making an enemy of God, everytime I view explicit content. I’m trying so hard and man I’m just getting so tired of being a failure. Lots of praying has occurred in the last few months, lots of church attendance, lots of daily bible reading. I just have to find something to fill that void in my mind that makes me spiral out of control. Hopefully this will the last failure post I make. Pray for me. God speed
Create your goals bro, and why you want to quit. Everytime before you go try and do the deed, come to this app and read why you wanted to stop and envision that version of you that you want to achieve. Are you gonna give that up for that quick dopamine hit? See the future envision who you want to become and remind yourself daily. We tend to forget in times of struggle