Post nut clarity

After relapsing today, I took notice of how I was during and days weeks months before, my habit and how I got to this point, the depression the regret the stress anxiety, how much I hate this, doing it the act of it and the condemnation I put myself through after, I don’t want to go through this sin repent repeat anymore. Pray for me guys as I’m restarting this journey, getting back up once again and no promises that I’m not going to fall again, but doing my best to stop this sin, I couldn’t stop yet but I did made many progress from it being so bad to me knowing that this is wrong and this is bad and actually doing something about it to change. I will do my best, I will not back down and continue on not judge myself anymore, building structure, so help me God be delivered and free from this.