Coping

Masturbation has been my coping mechanism for every feeling that I feel happy, sad, stressed, bored, the list goes on, so it’s extremely hard to just stop. 7 days in and at this point, it’s not the desire to watch porn. It’s the desire to feel the orgasm to have that release the last two times that I reset my time I masturbated without porn so I’m 11 days porn free 7 days free of masturbation. I’m trying to remind myself that each time I’ve broken a streak like this the orgasm was lackluster and kept me wanting more and that’s what throws me back into desiring porn.