Not mad, disappointed
I had a 63 day streak going and I went home for spring break and within 2 hours I gave up and jerked off. I didn’t use porn, but to me porn and jerking off are the same problem and something I want to rid. This is my first relapse since I gave up on Jan 11th. I’m mad at myself and disappointed in myself for not being strong enough. I know God still loves me and forgives me, but this really sucks. I had several moments I could have turned away, but I ignored it and was weak and gave in. This sucks
The righteous man gets up after falling bro. You gat this 💪