Affection: Understanding

As I’m sitting here at my overnight job, a thought came to my mind. Those times I reached towards pornography when I was low, was I looking for sexual satisfaction, or comfort in the empty space I’ve been accustomed to? I can’t be the only one who just wanted a hug from a parent or a kiss from a partner but all I had was porn to alleviate the loneliness. To sit here and realize that breaks my heart. I want to love myself more, cause then people who truly love me will come forward as well. So this app, is the start of my self love and improvement. Take it day by day.