Perspective

3 days ago I couldn’t hold back the urge to masterbate cause I was feeling down about this girl that broke my heart. I really liked her in every way and we were spending a lot of time together, frequently having sex and frequently talking on the phone. I started depending on her as a friend and as a lover. I was on a high every time I saw her..even when I wasn’t with her I was on a high when she would text me. I blocked her on everything because she wasn’t showing me the respect and effort I was showing her. Gentleman that was not easy to do. It’s still not easy. Point is it’s now about to be 3 days after that and I managed to start another streak. It’s not about the streak though it’s about the mindset it takes to maintain that streak. My worth doesn’t come from someone else. My value as a man isn’t determined by someone else. It’s all internal brothers. If she doesn’t respect you…if you care more than she does…walk away brothers. Trying to catch something that doesn’t want to be caught will destroy you.