crashing out
Day 2
by Leon
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this lust is pissing me off so much. I hate this urge to jerk off and the feeling afterwards even more. I can only do 2-4 days without it, but after those days i just get a small thought about doing it and not even a minute later im jerking off… im reading my bible and i pray, im close to god, but when i relapse i drift away from him again.. this really stresses me because i feel like shit, i can’t learn and i don’t have any self control, just for like 4 consistent says but thats it. Even worse is that i went 1 1/2 years without it, i was free. Now i can’t even make it to day 5💀
The demons will use that anger to fuel your passions. Once you feel even the slight hint of a dirty thought or temptation immediately begin to pray and DONT stop praying until it goes away