Day 0
by Benjamin
58 upvotes
I just joined the app. To be honest with you it’s been an addiction since the beginning of high school so well over 10 years. I just got married and I need to better myself not only for my wife but for my future children so they know they have a dependable loving father who would do anything for them. I feel most urged on the drive home from work and when I get home is when I normally fall. I want to quit more than anything but I lack the willpower to do it by myself. Please pray for my journey. Here’s to sobriety 🍻
The hardest part for me is I’m not sure what cues or triggers I have right now. To be honest I think it’s when I know I will be home alone or bored. Thank you Jude. We are all in it together