Imagine my gf as a someone else
Picking up on a post I made a couple days ago, my gf found out about this app and what it’s for. We’re okay and working this out fyi, anyways lately whenever we have sex when she makes me climax I imagine her as a fictional character. Does this count as a relapse? Mind you I haven’t searched up this fictional character since I deleted tumblr, threads, and twitter. I also put a time limit on Reddit and turned on an website blocker for safari to block any porn websites. So why am I still relying on this fictional character to get my nut out? I haven’t masturbated and nutted to porn, I got a four day going on five day and in 30 min I got a pledge coming in, I understand that it’s a process and I’m okay with that I just want to know if I relapsed?
No problem man- it takes strength to admit what you did and want to make a change. Respect to you. You got this, keep improving every day!