Viscious cycle

I have a wonderful girlfriend. However, we don’t have sex as much as I would like. I used porn and masturbation to make up for this perceived lack of sex, but this led me to just want more sex and hold it against my girlfriend. This cycle repeated over and over, and I found myself falling down more depraved holes… jerking on cam sites, AI, spending hours searching for the perfect video, etc… I began to fantasize about one of my coworkers, and I finally realized that porn is what was stimulating all of this. When I felt attraction for that coworker, I would go home and watch porn. When I didn’t get what I wanted sexually, I would go and watch porn. If I was feeling sad, I would go and watch porn. It was my escape from discomfort, and yet it led me to resentment, self hatred, and darker discomfort. Downloading this app is the best choice I have made. I am so proud of myself for reaching this two week mark. I will never let myself go back.