My flesh just fought the Holy Spirit… I was doing so good not thinking about it Came across something on Facebook and my flesh said I need it now turned off Internet, blockers and completely disregarded the Holy Spirit conviction. I am at a loss right now. I let the Lord down. I let all Of you guys down. Let myself down. I will win the war. Don’t listen to the enemy when he tells you this will be the last time it won’t be the last time please stay stronger than me. I pray you never feel the way I feel right now.
It’s a lifelong journey of learning to cope with the added energy and mental firepower. We all must learn that sin/lust is deception (because we are born into a fallen immoral world) - those girls on ur screen, and u releasing your energy for them.. it does nothing for you. Keeping this energy is about truly becoming a man and growing up. When we were young u could do it and feel very little shame - the older we get, our moral compass becomes stronger and stronger - therefore we judge ourselves harder as we grow up. We must understand that this is gods energy given to us - women do not get this energy like us. We must cherish it and recognize the battle we’re under with morality and the spiritual world. Energy is neither created or destroyed - it is only transferred.. so when you think just one more time it can’t hurt , and u get those rush of excuses as u dive into porn.. The only way out is to have your entire goals energy , morals , thankfulness of consciousness, love for god, etc over lust.. It will not happen overnight, because it’s a lifelong journey and complete mindset shift, the more you experience lust again with these boundaries and understandings , you will start to see how the devil and lust keeps trying.
Amen Bobby, love you buddy thank you! I need this for sure! I just can’t believe i did it again. I was convicted convicted and made excuses. It’s crazy.
A righteous man falls 7x but gets back up. Get back in the game run to God bro you got this. Freedom is here and right around the corner !
“No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it.” I Corinthians 10:13 NKJV
Thank you Jackson. I love brother. After a day in the church and serving Christ i do this. I feel sick…. I appreciate your prayers greatly i need them bro. I will pray for you too and pray that you learn from me… thank you for holding me accountable and speaking life into me
1 Corinthians 10:13
I’ve been there brotha. But Jesus always forgives you if you come to him with a true heart. And the fact that you are facing so much guilt is such a good thing! Repent it, and ask for forgiveness as it has already been given to you. Brother we are in this together. Through our choice to accept Jesus Christ as our lord and savior our lives became much more difficult. But also so much more peaceful. Keep pushin Josh u got this ur in my prayers
It came over me so fast and so strong. I thought i could resist. What i didn’t do was run to the Lord and flee. I could have set my phone down went outside and left my bed. I stayed in my bed and fed the enemy what it wanted. My time, my emotions my eyes. The enemy is coming after your eyes gentleman. The enemy is poising your spirit with what we’re watching. I now just gave permission for many spirits to try and mess with me and i will not let them overtake my emotions, my time or my will. I will be strong and seek the Lord. I let him down and i don’t even know what to think right now other than i don’t want to feel this feeling again. I’m tired of this feeling. I’m tired of giving in to what the enemy wants. My flesh wanted it so bad i should have starved it… we have control over flesh when we let the Lord take over us. I was weak and didn’t let the Holy Spirit take over me. Learn from me please. If one persons reading this is going thru it and is tempted to do what i just did please run…. Run away from this. It is leading to death. Flee temptations! It is not worth it
Amennnnnn bro! Thank you! I wish. I can put his to my profile but takin screenshots