The urges
The urges to watch sexual content yesterday almost got to me. When i first got home after school it was the boredom leading me to it but i was already tired so i took a short nap. After i woke up i decided it was time to go to the gym which led to the next urges. I shouldn’t be looking at other women, i really do love my girlfriend but for some reason i cant stop my wandering eye and if you go to the gym with any type of frequency you know that there are usually a few excellent looking women there. I contained myself for the duration of the workout and called my girlfriend after for support but our relationship has been so fucked up because of the porn use that the phone call didnt really achieve much. I went home and made dinner then watched The O.C. til i went to bed
Wandering eye is a major issue in working though as well. Though, I’m painfully single lol, so it’s a big less of a concern in the immediate. We can overcome this: for ourselves first, but also you for your gf and me for my hopefully future gf