11 days

I realized how jealous I am of my past self. 9 months ago, I was in an exciting, chaste, and easy relationship with a girl I was really into, and I was a month clean of any masturbation. It was so easy to avoid while I had that girlfriend but now I’m fighting every day. I’m think this is going to make me stronger than I ever have been because I had to put in the effort to get myself clean rather than by simply distracting myself with the prospect of love. I can’t help but reminisce about the past and wish I could have handled things differently, but what’s done is done and I need to move on.