Trying to have will power

I’m finding it hard in the mornings I wake up and I just want to watch porn and I’ve been here lots of times where I tell myself don’t be weak you know how you’re gonna feel after, tired groggy negative about yourself, a lot of times I’ve still let things get the better of me and accessed porn. Since I have gotten this app I thought I will reach out and it may help me just to write this, I don’t want to relapse it’s just really hard right now.