Just Relapsed

I smell a lot of shame there Ben. Shame doesn’t look good on us. Release it brother. Keep telling yourself how great you are that you had 5 days. That’s a blessing. Now get back on the horse and keep riding

Tom is right brother, you can't constantly fight the temptations of the flesh. You have to flee from them, get up and put that energy into something that builds you instead of destroying you. I am proud of you for hitting 5 days but your work isn't finished, push for more and more until this habit is gone from your mind. I am rooting for you

^what bro said

It’s ok Ben. I’ve gone through the exact same. I broke a 26 day streak which killed me. Understand that ultimately list isn’t a battle YOU can win. Instead, you should flee from it as it says in the Bible. Put your faith in God and ask for his help. That is how you beat it. Wishing you the best❤️🙏