I Feel Defeated
I know everything I need to know about defeating Lust. If lust finds me 20 times I run away 19 times but always find myself fighting it that one time which leads to a multitude of sins. Wasting money with subscriptions. I delete everything get back in prayer. Rebuke everything that now has access to me. Then repeat. I’ve reached out to friends. I’ve literally done everything and I just can’t overcome it. I understand temptation will always be there. But I just keep failing. I’m tired, this affects my mental badly. I’m abusing God’s kind heart and I know it’s only a matter of time before God has enough and there’s no point of return
Thank you guys!