Falling Apart

I've been in 2 long term relationships. My first was 4 years in highschool and then my second relationship lasted 2 years in college. Porn was always a secret for me. I tell people I don't do it but it controls my life and it ruined my relationships. I got to a 21 day streak when I first downloaded this app and it felt so freeing but I relapsed and since then it has just spiraled out of control. My longest streaks last only 3 days but typically I don't even make it that long and I only last like a day or two. It's been a real struggle but I want out. I'm done with porn.