4 days and I’m going strong

I’ve been a fool all my life. Falling prey to lust. I’m a terrible Christian, a bad boyfriend, and a lesser man with porn. Working toward abstinence from porn has been a hard journey but I’m committed. I just bought a new house, and I know I need to stay strong. For myself, and my new family. Thank you all for giving me motivation, I hope my mistakes can make me a better person and that the lord blesses me with the strength to continue holding strong. I believe in you all. I’ve been at lows that made me dang near suicidal. But every day is a new day. And every day is a gamble. Discipline, and surrender is the greatest strength we can have. I believe. Porn is not the answer. Just as suicide isn’t. As the old timers say “never use a permanent solution to a temporary problem.”