First Day- A long journey

This is my first day actually adhering to what I’ve wanted to do for a long time, not only do I want to go and stop looking at pornography, but I want stronger relationship in the future with my future, and only do I want to think about her instead of not being able to control my behaviors. I also want closer connection with God I can relate with that, stepping away from God and not being able to control Your behaviors is some of the most disappointing crap possible, and it hurts your heart. This is gonna be a long journey, but more than worthwhile.